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Montag, Mai 24, 2004

Summer!!!

ok..so it is already my first day or well has been but i havent had time to like get on and type. I have like been bussy packing cause im going to visit some friends over the Europe and gotta move to Germany. I was posed to go to Russia this summer but we decided not to cause my buddies rnt going and all that will be there will be only people like my best buddy sasha's great grandma and great aunts so were not going. But anyways life has been pretty kewl. I havent had any run ins with certian people so im happy. anyways, Like i think the only bad thing about this summer is im gonna have to miss Mike but u know i get to go to long springs and if i stayed here i would only get to go to Mike sunday anyway cause my dad couldnt take off and i would only see phillip, who lately wont even call me so im kinda pissed at that right now. but yea so if i go to Sweden then i get to see my baby boy Justin and his sis Tiffany and my other friends so im happy. It all equals out. Sorry i havent typed in so long like i was so fucken busy and then get pissed off at some people not to mention any names (coff coff Chris Davis coff) ANYWAYS. like im a katt lady and no not haw i act, i am thinking about dying my hair blonder. and i am tanning so i will be like dark by the time i go to band camp. oh and like i am looseing weight, its all kewl. im like gonna look soooooooooooooooooooooo much better when marching season rolls around. AND IM NOT A FRESHMEN ANY MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAAAAAAAAA. sorry i had to get that out. next years gonna rock. Were gonna compete with the juniors for second place in the home comming competition, cause everyone knows that the real compettetion is between sophmores, and juniors. like freshmen always loose, and seniors always win so they only judge us. So its gonna be something to work at and have fun with. And as everyone now know I MADE MAJORETTE, so yet another reason i am just gonna love next year. Anyways, im so hopeing that i wont have to like hang round any men anymore. I have decided that all he is a lying asshole and i want nothing to do with him. And to all of u who associate with Robert, i hope that u will see the shit he has pulled with me and u will reconsider to be his friend, i never listended to my friends when they tryed to tell me how he was, and i had atlease 6 people tell me, not including my mom and people from my reenacting unit, ALL OF WHICH SAID HE IS BAD BAD BAD TROUBLE STAY AWAY, but i didnt and i though i liked him, but i though wrong. That was just a warnning to the wise, and for those who dont want the warnning then im sorry u still want to associate with an ASS. Anyways there i go im happy now. I gots that outs my system. Anyways i will like be going to somewhere tommorw so i prob wont write in my diary for about a week or two, i am comming back thursday, but friday i got to run arrends, and like some other stuff, and saturday is my date,meet up with Matthrew at the amuse park, and were going to spend the night with some other buddies after the picnic and get up sunday mornning and go to the bar with Min-a. so basically im gonna be sepnding the weekend in party mode with 'em. So by the time i get back i will be working on getting my stuff cleaned for long springs that weekend after the picknic and majorette stuff like pratic and shit like that, so i dont know. but I promise there might be way to many enteries after this even i dont have a free weekend AT ALL tho. and like i have tuesday, thursday pratices and dance team camp and all kinds of stuff. so i am like basically bussy every day till getting moved to germany and then im gonna be bussy till january if then now after my junior year has started i have had no time EVER. but im not compalining. anyways i got to go finnish packing. ill c yall latterz. get ahold of me and well hang out guys cause ill need the mental and physical break, we will just have to pencil u in on my callander (if thats possible) anyways. ttyl guys. LOVE YALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE MOODS OF A WOMAN

An angel of truth and a dream of fiction,
A woman is a bundle of contradiction,
She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse,
But will tackle a stranger alone in the house.
Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose,
She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose,
She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk,
She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk,
At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad,
She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad.

THE MOODS OF A MAN

Hungry.
Horny.
Sleepy.

# posted by sexykellycat : 7:30 PM

Dienstag, Mai 11, 2004

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. * What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye? *What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? *What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore) *What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die. I want to tell you that you are a friend. If you died tomorrow (God Forbid) you would bein my heart. Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I care about you you will send this back You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life, I look up to you, respect you, truly cherish you , most of all I CARE a whole lot of my family and friends!!!

(this is Kolja...Sasha's best buddy and became mine too,lol !!)

(he's also very kind,loving and caring,sasha does speak a bit of English and mandarin but this dude only speaks to me in russian all the time! )

(haha...the both look so funny huh? more pix lata...!!!)

# posted by sexykellycat : 1:48 AM

.:*Remind me*:.
29.Mar-Aarlena's b-day
16.Mar-Josh's b-day
23.Nov-Justin's b-day
13.Apr-YoungJun enlists in army

.:*Fellas*:.

.:*Chicks*:.

.:*Bilder*:.

.:*My say*:.
this is a piece of mine shared with you to make alive inner conflicts splashed right out to see how much we value life.

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YAHOO: kathikellycat

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.:Shoutouts:.

.:Gready me:.

accessories,jewellies,sunshine
romantic books,beaches,high heals

blizzard, all whitey and fluffy

flowers,butterflies,stars,babies,kitties,puppies

jeans that fit just right and sexy

dancing,partying,concerts,crazy friday nights

sushi, pasta,salad,fettucine alfredo,capalleti,lobster,nachos from Taco Bell

chocolate latte Macchiato with muffins and blueberry bagels

marble cream cheese cakes,raspberry mousses,tiramises

hot bath and good massage,getting hugs for no reason at all

being independent and make good for something

talking to people from foreign countries

true love that I can share my life with

when a guy gives me a compliment,watching guys try to show off for me, it's so pathetic it's actually cute

guys with californian or irish accents with deep voices in tender tones hearing him say that he loves me

(some chums from british said to me that they hate the american accent coz it sounds really fake and put on otherwise my fellow americans said that they thought brits were speaking german.but I think that both are ok. lol!)

guys in a tall symmetrical physique style of the german,russian and appearance of the greek,italian,and American personality;fun,open-minded,easy-going laid back with the french smells and kisses,quintessentially romantic as like swede with the english the perfect manner.in all respects as korean with the high levels of careness for women like chinese as qualify as a Jewish intellectual as passionate as a brazilian dance and quite industriously as japanese.thats my dreamboart!!

long walks on the beach and candlelight dinners

walking in the woods, enjoying nature,going shopping,traveling all over.

talking on the phone for hours on end,seeing old friends,looking through old photo albums

house with a night view full of stars

just being with my true love...holding hands and cuddle hugging together

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.:Liberal thoughts:.

France was nice

Hollywood was cool

Cyprus was better

Canada is awesome

Switzerland is great

Italy is incredible

and Sweden is excellent

but my heart is still in Korea

.:Me:.

,kathi,cathy,xiu-xian,soo-hyun,alina(alinachika),lena

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child of God

ex-fairsian

loving you

.:My life:.

I study life,experiencing life and its mysteries gives me a greater sense of purpose.Exploring what the world has in store for my future and being able to grasp it and live it is one of my goals. Along with this is my most important goal, to find a right man,not any men, but a soulmate to be able to share life's experiences with, being able to share all of those intimate moments with as we grow together.not to 'have fun with' and am tired of the whole bar scene. The one I would like to date should also have a willingness to journey and explore life and its possibilities.who is honest,kind,ambitious,family-oriented,giving,high-spirited,has sence of humor and committed to love me.(all qualities I think I possess as well) It'd be great if he was willing to try all of the flavours of life. Also, even since I was a little girl by biggest goal in life was to get married and have kids.I guess the fact that my parents have such a wonderful relationship always amde me want to have that one day too.well I have to say surpriese,I guess surprise me with your charm,sensitivity,humor,everything be urself,dont be fake and dont lie to me. if he good cook, that would be awesome.